In the afternoon I went for guitar lessons , it was kinda okay ? Then when I came back , I ate and slack-ed awhile before doing my bible study . I wanted to do bible study because I wanted to have revival in my spiritual life and also I find that I'm super slow larh huh . And yeah , I took quite long to read cause I'm a slow reader... Anyway I read Luke 12 all the way to Luke 20 ! That's like 9 chapters okay ! I'm so proud of myself . LOL ! Anyway during last night's quiet time that whatever you ask for , you will recieve it . If not you'll recieve something way better . Because I've been baptise with the holy spirit for some time now but I still can't speak in tongues , but yeah I know God wants to give me this gift but it's just not the right time yet so I'll keep trying . I guess cause I don't really have the desire any more . And also this verse... Luke 11:23 "He who is not with me is against me, and he who does not gather with me, scatters. I think God wants me to stay close to Him so I won't scatter and be lost . And also... Luke 11:37-52 It's super long so I won't type it out , but the main points are that , doesn't mean you're clean on the outside means you're clean on the inside(figure of speech) . And doesn't mean you have a 'title' means you're powerful . And I think God really wants me to learn to be humble and learn to give in to others . Anyway excited about tomorrow because I'll be having informal and formal shepherding . Quite early in the morning though then after that I'll be meeting my mother and Auntie and counsin becuase I have nothing to do and I just don't want to be at home .
Fiona praised Jesus at 3:10 AM
PROFILE;
Fiona Krissie Teh
Deyi secondary School
6th June 1996
Child of God
Hope Church(Youth)
fcyf1996@hotmail.com(MSN/Facebook)
The Girl;
I love God,my family,friends & everyone else .
I'm currently serving in the usher ministry .
My shepherd is Chua Wenzhen Joy .
My care group is NEA1 .
I'm trying to learn the guitar .
My cca is drama .
Life Transformation;
Before I knew God , I was a petty,
Impatient,spoiled,ungrateful,unreasonable,ah lian wanna-be.
I had no dreams , no idea where I was heading and no purpose.
But I didn't want to be alive for no reason.
I've always thought that I was useless.
It would have been better that I wasn't alive.
But I didn't want to die just yet.
Because I knew that life was precious.
I continued to search for meaning,purpose and reasons.
And last christmas I was invited to Yhope.
I grew up in a catholic school.
I knew God then but I never had a relationship with Him.
At that time , my results were already out and my school was already chosen.
I was going to Deyi.
At first I wasn't really committed to God.
And I had some parental objection.
But Wenzhen was assigned to be my shepherd.
She helped me to overcome my objection and she encouraged me to be more committed.
And she never gave up on me , she is one of the reasons why I've changed so much.
Yes she's naggy but it's really great to have a shepherd like her.
And I thought of it , somehow everything linked.
I never studied for PSLE but I got 220.
I was never accepted in Holy Innocent.
But in Deyi.
My god sister asked me to come but she never made it in.
At first it was hard.
But I got used to it.
Everything made sense to me.
Why I scored how much I scored.
Why I came Deyi.
Why my mother allowed me to go out that day.
If I hadn't gone out with my friends.
I would have never met Hui Xuan,Chantel or Grace they all.
I would have not converted.
And I wouldn't have what I have today.
Deuteronomy 4:29
But if from there you
Seek the LORD your God,
You will find him if you
Look for Him with all your heart
And will all your soul.
I searched for God.
And He made a way for me.
He had a better plan for me.
It was just the beginning of a new found life.
I want to dedicate this blog to God.
All of you who hasn't known God yet.
I really encourage you to do so.
It will really be the best decision you ever make.
He will never leave nor forsake you.
He will never short change you.
He will never fail you.
Psalm 118:1
Give thanks to the Lord,
for He is good;
His Love endures forever.
