I've decided to blog again . I wanted to blog again because I wanted to invest in my gift of evangelism . Yesterday was a hetic day woke up at 6.15a.am reached shcool 7.30a.m more or less . It was the actual day of COE then they gave us some bun and a packet of milo . Then most of them were getting their make up done . The director of the Bella-T and the I can't remember what is the title , if you were there to see the skits . She was talking to Shawn(the SL and chairman of drama) . He had to do a monologue about being like actor something like that . So his monologue goes something like this , 'You see that sun ? My dreams are with that sun , it always set but it never seems to rise . As the sun sets my dreams are following it , the colour fades so does my dreams . But I know when the sun sets it rises in another place . A place blessed by that light .' So the so called director was asking him if he knew what it meant and what it means to him . So she was like saying , 'The sun sets but doesn't mean your dreams are gone is just means someone else's dreams are coming true . What have you accomplised in your 14 going 15 years of life ?' He replied saying ,'Joining drama , passing exams , the musicial , SYF .' She said ,'So as each exprience pass you gain something new , doesn't mean SYF is over means your dream was destroyed it just means you've accomplised it . And see where you are now , leading the drama to further heights . ' And at that point it struck me , in order to be first you have to be last , I can't remeber what is the exact verse but I finally understood what God meant by that . And I was super amazed and like telling myself 'OH MY GOSH' . It's really cool how God speaks to us , directly or indirectly . Anyway COE turned out okay so after that I went for guitar lesson . Guitar lesson was tiring cause I was already aching . Then after that I had imformal sheperding with Wenzhen . Ate at J8 food court . I made her rush out because she didn't pick up my calls . I spamed her with like 30 calls ? Then in the end she was suppose to lend Zi Xuan sony ericsson charger then she forgot to bring . Then we went to training class together . Training class was about spiritual giftings , yeah so after training class it rained . So weird I wanted to take the bus but somehow I don't know why I started to walk to sommerset instead then I walked quite far already then I decided not to walk back . And I really thank God that my mother didn't scold me . (: And yeah , I had lots of fun .
Fiona praised Jesus at 7:06 PM
PROFILE;
Fiona Krissie Teh
Deyi secondary School
6th June 1996
Child of God
Hope Church(Youth)
fcyf1996@hotmail.com(MSN/Facebook)
The Girl;
I love God,my family,friends & everyone else .
I'm currently serving in the usher ministry .
My shepherd is Chua Wenzhen Joy .
My care group is NEA1 .
I'm trying to learn the guitar .
My cca is drama .
Life Transformation;
Before I knew God , I was a petty,
Impatient,spoiled,ungrateful,unreasonable,ah lian wanna-be.
I had no dreams , no idea where I was heading and no purpose.
But I didn't want to be alive for no reason.
I've always thought that I was useless.
It would have been better that I wasn't alive.
But I didn't want to die just yet.
Because I knew that life was precious.
I continued to search for meaning,purpose and reasons.
And last christmas I was invited to Yhope.
I grew up in a catholic school.
I knew God then but I never had a relationship with Him.
At that time , my results were already out and my school was already chosen.
I was going to Deyi.
At first I wasn't really committed to God.
And I had some parental objection.
But Wenzhen was assigned to be my shepherd.
She helped me to overcome my objection and she encouraged me to be more committed.
And she never gave up on me , she is one of the reasons why I've changed so much.
Yes she's naggy but it's really great to have a shepherd like her.
And I thought of it , somehow everything linked.
I never studied for PSLE but I got 220.
I was never accepted in Holy Innocent.
But in Deyi.
My god sister asked me to come but she never made it in.
At first it was hard.
But I got used to it.
Everything made sense to me.
Why I scored how much I scored.
Why I came Deyi.
Why my mother allowed me to go out that day.
If I hadn't gone out with my friends.
I would have never met Hui Xuan,Chantel or Grace they all.
I would have not converted.
And I wouldn't have what I have today.
Deuteronomy 4:29
But if from there you
Seek the LORD your God,
You will find him if you
Look for Him with all your heart
And will all your soul.
I searched for God.
And He made a way for me.
He had a better plan for me.
It was just the beginning of a new found life.
I want to dedicate this blog to God.
All of you who hasn't known God yet.
I really encourage you to do so.
It will really be the best decision you ever make.
He will never leave nor forsake you.
He will never short change you.
He will never fail you.
Psalm 118:1
Give thanks to the Lord,
for He is good;
His Love endures forever.
