Woke up early today for shepherding . Like 8am ? Yeah but end up I was still late so weird larh . Anyway , I meet Wenzhen at AMK hub then we walked to the library . And for the first time in my life I actually sat down and did my homework . I mean like without doing something else and really tried to concentrate larh . Cause I want to prove to my mother that I could balance my spiritual life and school life . So I'll chiong for next year . Anyway after doing like what , two hours of maths ? We went to eat , but she didn't eat larh cause she was fasting longer than me . So we went subway then after eating we stayed there and had formal shepherding . Then , I learnt that this servant of Abraham , this servant he could have inherited all of Abraham's things but cause Abraham had a child , this servant didn't get anything . But anyway , this servant still served Abraham faithfully larh . And on top of that he had to find Abraham's son , Issac , a bride to marry . Can you imagine larh , you didn't get any inheritance from your owner and the person who took it who you now had to help find a bride . I think we should really learn from him , he's humble and he still did what majority of peole won't do . And he asked God for help when he set off to find this bride and it reminded me larh , we're serving God and we're doing everything for Him . And we always need to rely on Him for strength and guidence . And His plan is always better than what we want for ourselves and His perpsectives on things aren't always the same . And no matter what we should always know our place in the sense that if we're a servant we should serve to the best of our ablities and never betray our masters . Even if our master doesn't appreciate us or even reward us . And we shouldn't do things with the mentality that we'll be rewarded but have the mentality that we're serving God because He has blessed us with uncountable things and that He is why we can live life to the fullest . And I really believe no matter what we do , we should always remember we're doing it for God and we should do things the way He wants us to do it .
Fiona praised Jesus at 6:20 AM
PROFILE;
Fiona Krissie Teh
Deyi secondary School
6th June 1996
Child of God
Hope Church(Youth)
fcyf1996@hotmail.com(MSN/Facebook)
The Girl;
I love God,my family,friends & everyone else .
I'm currently serving in the usher ministry .
My shepherd is Chua Wenzhen Joy .
My care group is NEA1 .
I'm trying to learn the guitar .
My cca is drama .
Life Transformation;
Before I knew God , I was a petty,
Impatient,spoiled,ungrateful,unreasonable,ah lian wanna-be.
I had no dreams , no idea where I was heading and no purpose.
But I didn't want to be alive for no reason.
I've always thought that I was useless.
It would have been better that I wasn't alive.
But I didn't want to die just yet.
Because I knew that life was precious.
I continued to search for meaning,purpose and reasons.
And last christmas I was invited to Yhope.
I grew up in a catholic school.
I knew God then but I never had a relationship with Him.
At that time , my results were already out and my school was already chosen.
I was going to Deyi.
At first I wasn't really committed to God.
And I had some parental objection.
But Wenzhen was assigned to be my shepherd.
She helped me to overcome my objection and she encouraged me to be more committed.
And she never gave up on me , she is one of the reasons why I've changed so much.
Yes she's naggy but it's really great to have a shepherd like her.
And I thought of it , somehow everything linked.
I never studied for PSLE but I got 220.
I was never accepted in Holy Innocent.
But in Deyi.
My god sister asked me to come but she never made it in.
At first it was hard.
But I got used to it.
Everything made sense to me.
Why I scored how much I scored.
Why I came Deyi.
Why my mother allowed me to go out that day.
If I hadn't gone out with my friends.
I would have never met Hui Xuan,Chantel or Grace they all.
I would have not converted.
And I wouldn't have what I have today.
Deuteronomy 4:29
But if from there you
Seek the LORD your God,
You will find him if you
Look for Him with all your heart
And will all your soul.
I searched for God.
And He made a way for me.
He had a better plan for me.
It was just the beginning of a new found life.
I want to dedicate this blog to God.
All of you who hasn't known God yet.
I really encourage you to do so.
It will really be the best decision you ever make.
He will never leave nor forsake you.
He will never short change you.
He will never fail you.
Psalm 118:1
Give thanks to the Lord,
for He is good;
His Love endures forever.
