Well my mother doesn't seem to be affected by the fight yesterday . I think it's a good thing ? But some how I just can't help to feel disturbed by it , when I look at her , talk to her , it's just wasn't the same.. I don't know maybe I just over re-acted ? Maybe because I finally started to appreciate her and can't bear to hurt her . I wasn't like this in the past , if I did something wrong I just don't give a damn and I always thought that I was right . But now it's not the same , this time I felt I was at fault and come to think of it , it always has been . I guess I was just ignorant and stubborn but now I see that parents do what they do because they care and they just want what's best for us . I finally understand why they do what they do , I guess I should think and try my best to balance everything because I know I'm not doing it alone but God will be with me . And everyone has their own problems big or small it doesn't matter because just remember that God has a better plan for you and He'll make a way for you . I know it's hard to put your trust in Him and pretend nothing happened . But that's what life is about , if life was perfect then what is there to learn ? As each exprience pass good or bad , you'll learn something . That's what mistakes are all about remembering what you did wrong and not to repeat it again . And God wants us to take something from each exprience we have and I know that no matter what there must be something you've learnt from any and every exprience . And you should never run away from any probleming you're facing because it won't just pass but only get worst . But have faith and ask God for guidence . "Instead of telling God how great the problem is , why not tell the problem how great God is ." This quote was from Denise if you guys know him . And I find it very true and encouring because God is greater than all our problems and God won't give you something you can't over come . Matthew 6:43 Therefore, do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. So people don't be afraid of what tomorrow will bring but just live . (:
Fiona praised Jesus at 4:06 AM
PROFILE;
Fiona Krissie Teh
Deyi secondary School
6th June 1996
Child of God
Hope Church(Youth)
fcyf1996@hotmail.com(MSN/Facebook)
The Girl;
I love God,my family,friends & everyone else .
I'm currently serving in the usher ministry .
My shepherd is Chua Wenzhen Joy .
My care group is NEA1 .
I'm trying to learn the guitar .
My cca is drama .
Life Transformation;
Before I knew God , I was a petty,
Impatient,spoiled,ungrateful,unreasonable,ah lian wanna-be.
I had no dreams , no idea where I was heading and no purpose.
But I didn't want to be alive for no reason.
I've always thought that I was useless.
It would have been better that I wasn't alive.
But I didn't want to die just yet.
Because I knew that life was precious.
I continued to search for meaning,purpose and reasons.
And last christmas I was invited to Yhope.
I grew up in a catholic school.
I knew God then but I never had a relationship with Him.
At that time , my results were already out and my school was already chosen.
I was going to Deyi.
At first I wasn't really committed to God.
And I had some parental objection.
But Wenzhen was assigned to be my shepherd.
She helped me to overcome my objection and she encouraged me to be more committed.
And she never gave up on me , she is one of the reasons why I've changed so much.
Yes she's naggy but it's really great to have a shepherd like her.
And I thought of it , somehow everything linked.
I never studied for PSLE but I got 220.
I was never accepted in Holy Innocent.
But in Deyi.
My god sister asked me to come but she never made it in.
At first it was hard.
But I got used to it.
Everything made sense to me.
Why I scored how much I scored.
Why I came Deyi.
Why my mother allowed me to go out that day.
If I hadn't gone out with my friends.
I would have never met Hui Xuan,Chantel or Grace they all.
I would have not converted.
And I wouldn't have what I have today.
Deuteronomy 4:29
But if from there you
Seek the LORD your God,
You will find him if you
Look for Him with all your heart
And will all your soul.
I searched for God.
And He made a way for me.
He had a better plan for me.
It was just the beginning of a new found life.
I want to dedicate this blog to God.
All of you who hasn't known God yet.
I really encourage you to do so.
It will really be the best decision you ever make.
He will never leave nor forsake you.
He will never short change you.
He will never fail you.
Psalm 118:1
Give thanks to the Lord,
for He is good;
His Love endures forever.
