WOW ! Okay , so I had shepherding yesterday with Wenzhen and she has helped me finished my Maths homework , YAY so I don't need to care any more . So yeah , yesterday tuition was quite okay ? Got like a new guy in my Maths class ? And like I was totally blur then I think he laughed at me because I asked the teacher ,'how can 0.5 divide b 0.5 = 1 ?' Yeah so I pressed the caculator and yeah I'm wrong . So anyway , learnt about maps ? I guess not so hard , then after Maths , Wanxin , Clodia and I went to eat KFC then they wanted to eat there but I told them not enough time one . Then they say can one so ate there , guess what end up also late -.- . But we weren't the lastest . Uncle Eric taught us particles in matter which I've already learnt so kinda boring . But anyway , realised that I was serving usher this week which I totally forgot ? Then the housekeeping person ask me to go Istana Park for something ? Then don't know how am I suppose to go usher and housekeeping . So anyway , life has gone from hectic to even more hectic . We'll be like having lifegroup at my house later then after that suppose to have Coreteam but , as usual can't go . I got Chinese tuition anyway so yeah . Serving God has really becoming harder and harder as each day passes . But since when anyone said it's gonna be a piece of cake yeah ? I'm trying to get my contacts down ? I'm serving usher in camp(still haven't found red and green dress code) I also have housekeeping for camp hmmm.. And well on top of that I've got tuition four times a week and guitar lesson . 'WOOOOO' Yeah , I think sooner or later gonna loose my mind . But I think God is trying to tell me to jut trust in Him . Trust came out when I was doing quiet time , having shepherd and like in Devotion . And it's never easy to trust God but I'm really trying my best . Finacially , spiritually and studies , really have to rely on God's strength and keep reminding myself that He's in control . Still having that dreadful sore throat . GOSH and I just remembered I have to collect my pay at Parkmall during weekdays , why ? BECAUSE THEY DON'T OPEN ON WEEKENDS . Stupid people , and anyway , still don't know how am I suppose to pass to peopl invitation card for Christmas service . Hmmm.. 'AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH' Okay , felt so much better . -Seeking for God's strength-
Fiona praised Jesus at 7:04 PM
PROFILE;
Fiona Krissie Teh
Deyi secondary School
6th June 1996
Child of God
Hope Church(Youth)
fcyf1996@hotmail.com(MSN/Facebook)
The Girl;
I love God,my family,friends & everyone else .
I'm currently serving in the usher ministry .
My shepherd is Chua Wenzhen Joy .
My care group is NEA1 .
I'm trying to learn the guitar .
My cca is drama .
Life Transformation;
Before I knew God , I was a petty,
Impatient,spoiled,ungrateful,unreasonable,ah lian wanna-be.
I had no dreams , no idea where I was heading and no purpose.
But I didn't want to be alive for no reason.
I've always thought that I was useless.
It would have been better that I wasn't alive.
But I didn't want to die just yet.
Because I knew that life was precious.
I continued to search for meaning,purpose and reasons.
And last christmas I was invited to Yhope.
I grew up in a catholic school.
I knew God then but I never had a relationship with Him.
At that time , my results were already out and my school was already chosen.
I was going to Deyi.
At first I wasn't really committed to God.
And I had some parental objection.
But Wenzhen was assigned to be my shepherd.
She helped me to overcome my objection and she encouraged me to be more committed.
And she never gave up on me , she is one of the reasons why I've changed so much.
Yes she's naggy but it's really great to have a shepherd like her.
And I thought of it , somehow everything linked.
I never studied for PSLE but I got 220.
I was never accepted in Holy Innocent.
But in Deyi.
My god sister asked me to come but she never made it in.
At first it was hard.
But I got used to it.
Everything made sense to me.
Why I scored how much I scored.
Why I came Deyi.
Why my mother allowed me to go out that day.
If I hadn't gone out with my friends.
I would have never met Hui Xuan,Chantel or Grace they all.
I would have not converted.
And I wouldn't have what I have today.
Deuteronomy 4:29
But if from there you
Seek the LORD your God,
You will find him if you
Look for Him with all your heart
And will all your soul.
I searched for God.
And He made a way for me.
He had a better plan for me.
It was just the beginning of a new found life.
I want to dedicate this blog to God.
All of you who hasn't known God yet.
I really encourage you to do so.
It will really be the best decision you ever make.
He will never leave nor forsake you.
He will never short change you.
He will never fail you.
Psalm 118:1
Give thanks to the Lord,
for He is good;
His Love endures forever.
