One word to describe the day , 'AWESOME' . Morning woke up early to practise my guitar , thank God for Wenzhen cause she helped me by telling me how to get rid of my flam . After practising when I put back my guitar , never realised that I didn't put it properly and... The guitar fell and one of the strings broke , yeah I was pretty upset but I remeber I told God ,'Break my heart for what breaks yours' . The whole day , yeah things got really bad but not as bad as I thought it would have been . Had lots of fun with the lifegroup , it was sort of an outing lifegroup so was quite slack . After eating and slacking at Jasmine's house we went to wacth New Moon . Thank God that my mother allowed me to watch the movie . It was nice I guess . And the movie ended quite late so half way , me and Joanne prayed that God will make a way larh . And He really did . And I'm so happy because God says to always just trust in Him and yeah everything went well . Really felt that God was there with me it's just that I never noticed . And the Devotion thing it's really cool I think it really helps me to open my eyes to see what God sees , feel how God feels and think like how God thinks . And last night during quiet time really learnt a lot . I read Acts 10 and I learnt that God welcomes everyone and anyone , regardless of their past , if the person ernestly seeked Him and did what He would have wanted the person to do , God will really make a way . He'll never reject anyone who wants to have a relationship with Him and He'll answer your prayers it's just in the matter of time . Whether He gives you what you want or something even better . God really calls you and speaks to you on ordinary days you just have to really know what's happening around you and God really blesses all with the Holy Spirit who believe in Him and believe that Jesus was His perfect son . And I'm not really sure if God is hinting to me something about the Holy Spirit , the ability to be able to speak in tongues but I really hope He'll make it clear for me . Tomorrow I'm already starting tuition , abit scared and anxious but I know that God will be there to help me through . And going to have my bestfriends over at my house . XD
Fiona praised Jesus at 4:12 AM
PROFILE;
Fiona Krissie Teh
Deyi secondary School
6th June 1996
Child of God
Hope Church(Youth)
fcyf1996@hotmail.com(MSN/Facebook)
The Girl;
I love God,my family,friends & everyone else .
I'm currently serving in the usher ministry .
My shepherd is Chua Wenzhen Joy .
My care group is NEA1 .
I'm trying to learn the guitar .
My cca is drama .
Life Transformation;
Before I knew God , I was a petty,
Impatient,spoiled,ungrateful,unreasonable,ah lian wanna-be.
I had no dreams , no idea where I was heading and no purpose.
But I didn't want to be alive for no reason.
I've always thought that I was useless.
It would have been better that I wasn't alive.
But I didn't want to die just yet.
Because I knew that life was precious.
I continued to search for meaning,purpose and reasons.
And last christmas I was invited to Yhope.
I grew up in a catholic school.
I knew God then but I never had a relationship with Him.
At that time , my results were already out and my school was already chosen.
I was going to Deyi.
At first I wasn't really committed to God.
And I had some parental objection.
But Wenzhen was assigned to be my shepherd.
She helped me to overcome my objection and she encouraged me to be more committed.
And she never gave up on me , she is one of the reasons why I've changed so much.
Yes she's naggy but it's really great to have a shepherd like her.
And I thought of it , somehow everything linked.
I never studied for PSLE but I got 220.
I was never accepted in Holy Innocent.
But in Deyi.
My god sister asked me to come but she never made it in.
At first it was hard.
But I got used to it.
Everything made sense to me.
Why I scored how much I scored.
Why I came Deyi.
Why my mother allowed me to go out that day.
If I hadn't gone out with my friends.
I would have never met Hui Xuan,Chantel or Grace they all.
I would have not converted.
And I wouldn't have what I have today.
Deuteronomy 4:29
But if from there you
Seek the LORD your God,
You will find him if you
Look for Him with all your heart
And will all your soul.
I searched for God.
And He made a way for me.
He had a better plan for me.
It was just the beginning of a new found life.
I want to dedicate this blog to God.
All of you who hasn't known God yet.
I really encourage you to do so.
It will really be the best decision you ever make.
He will never leave nor forsake you.
He will never short change you.
He will never fail you.
Psalm 118:1
Give thanks to the Lord,
for He is good;
His Love endures forever.
