Service was great , Gideon preached ! LOL ! And I managed to get Xing Er down for once ! Although she didn't accept Christ I'm very certain she will soon enough maybe it's not meant to be me that brings her to accept Christ but I'll still pray for her ! Anyway today slow as usual but I want to thank God for softening my parents' hearts , they let me go for the usher workshop !! It's like at night can , so really thank God . And yeah devotion is really helpful , it really opens up my eyes . Like seriously , learning about how I can trust God more and how much I really appreciate Him and love Him . It's really amazing how we never thought about ourselves and we think that we care about God but when it really comes to the question you find that it's not true . I really never thought about it that way and the booklet has really been a great help with my walk with God . Yeah.. Trying to get my heart prepared for really really busy december before school reopens . Hmm.. I still can't speak in tongues and I'm really wondering why larh huh... Maybe I'm still not as spiritually mature as I think I am ? Or just that God is testing me and He has a better plan for me(which He always does) . Well anyway , I actually played audition just now.. LOL I felt so life-less though.. Yeah can't wait for a brand new week with God XD !
Fiona praised Jesus at 5:15 AM
PROFILE;
Fiona Krissie Teh
Deyi secondary School
6th June 1996
Child of God
Hope Church(Youth)
fcyf1996@hotmail.com(MSN/Facebook)
The Girl;
I love God,my family,friends & everyone else .
I'm currently serving in the usher ministry .
My shepherd is Chua Wenzhen Joy .
My care group is NEA1 .
I'm trying to learn the guitar .
My cca is drama .
Life Transformation;
Before I knew God , I was a petty,
Impatient,spoiled,ungrateful,unreasonable,ah lian wanna-be.
I had no dreams , no idea where I was heading and no purpose.
But I didn't want to be alive for no reason.
I've always thought that I was useless.
It would have been better that I wasn't alive.
But I didn't want to die just yet.
Because I knew that life was precious.
I continued to search for meaning,purpose and reasons.
And last christmas I was invited to Yhope.
I grew up in a catholic school.
I knew God then but I never had a relationship with Him.
At that time , my results were already out and my school was already chosen.
I was going to Deyi.
At first I wasn't really committed to God.
And I had some parental objection.
But Wenzhen was assigned to be my shepherd.
She helped me to overcome my objection and she encouraged me to be more committed.
And she never gave up on me , she is one of the reasons why I've changed so much.
Yes she's naggy but it's really great to have a shepherd like her.
And I thought of it , somehow everything linked.
I never studied for PSLE but I got 220.
I was never accepted in Holy Innocent.
But in Deyi.
My god sister asked me to come but she never made it in.
At first it was hard.
But I got used to it.
Everything made sense to me.
Why I scored how much I scored.
Why I came Deyi.
Why my mother allowed me to go out that day.
If I hadn't gone out with my friends.
I would have never met Hui Xuan,Chantel or Grace they all.
I would have not converted.
And I wouldn't have what I have today.
Deuteronomy 4:29
But if from there you
Seek the LORD your God,
You will find him if you
Look for Him with all your heart
And will all your soul.
I searched for God.
And He made a way for me.
He had a better plan for me.
It was just the beginning of a new found life.
I want to dedicate this blog to God.
All of you who hasn't known God yet.
I really encourage you to do so.
It will really be the best decision you ever make.
He will never leave nor forsake you.
He will never short change you.
He will never fail you.
Psalm 118:1
Give thanks to the Lord,
for He is good;
His Love endures forever.
