School just started and I barely have the time to myself . I think my most free days are Friday and Sunday ? Teachers that are teaching my class not so bad , quite okay . This year I'm the Geography rap , kena sabo -.- . But nothing much huh , Drama same as usual ? And I think I'm becoming more stupid ? I in class can listen and understand but I take a longer time and when I do my homework , I can't do a lot of questions , for Maths anyway . English dianostic test was alright ? Worst part was the well , editting for spelling and grammer . I think I did pretty well for book talk , but the only thing was I think I seriously talk too fast.. ._. Yeah , but other then that , trip over my words a few times and said a few Singlish words -.- ... I've been very packed lately , school , CCA , tuition and also Lifegroup and well , Coreteam ? I don't know . Anyway , I think , I'm not suitable to follow up on Yanjun , well I hust think that , it's not easy for me to explain to her things and stuff and , well , yeah I know being a shepherd(sort of) it's no easy but yeah , I feel she's not really trying her best to come for Lifegroup and stuff but I don't know larh... I'll talk to this about Wenzhen and Emily soon . I think God really is providing me with strength to study and serve Him to my fullest potential , been waking up early for the whole week for out reaching , yeah then at night stay up late to do homework so , they kind of don't go well together but I still was okay during class , not as tired as expected so really thank God . And I want to thank God for the countless blessings He has given me and really want to thank Him for an awesome shepherd and great life-buddy , Alvina . Wenzhen really touched my heart the other day by preparig breakfast for me and Alvina is really someone you can count and would go more than an extra mile , she'll go MILES ! Yeah , tiring yet fruitful week I think ? Haha , tomorrow have to go for CCA orientation for the secondary one must go and help out . BORING , but anyway , I want to take triple science so I have to work on my Maths and I kind of want a second CCA(but not basketball again) and also second ministry . I know , I'm crazy and I have like tons of resolutions to fulfill . Hope to be lead by the spirit more;
Fiona praised Jesus at 4:30 AM
PROFILE;
Fiona Krissie Teh
Deyi secondary School
6th June 1996
Child of God
Hope Church(Youth)
fcyf1996@hotmail.com(MSN/Facebook)
The Girl;
I love God,my family,friends & everyone else .
I'm currently serving in the usher ministry .
My shepherd is Chua Wenzhen Joy .
My care group is NEA1 .
I'm trying to learn the guitar .
My cca is drama .
Life Transformation;
Before I knew God , I was a petty,
Impatient,spoiled,ungrateful,unreasonable,ah lian wanna-be.
I had no dreams , no idea where I was heading and no purpose.
But I didn't want to be alive for no reason.
I've always thought that I was useless.
It would have been better that I wasn't alive.
But I didn't want to die just yet.
Because I knew that life was precious.
I continued to search for meaning,purpose and reasons.
And last christmas I was invited to Yhope.
I grew up in a catholic school.
I knew God then but I never had a relationship with Him.
At that time , my results were already out and my school was already chosen.
I was going to Deyi.
At first I wasn't really committed to God.
And I had some parental objection.
But Wenzhen was assigned to be my shepherd.
She helped me to overcome my objection and she encouraged me to be more committed.
And she never gave up on me , she is one of the reasons why I've changed so much.
Yes she's naggy but it's really great to have a shepherd like her.
And I thought of it , somehow everything linked.
I never studied for PSLE but I got 220.
I was never accepted in Holy Innocent.
But in Deyi.
My god sister asked me to come but she never made it in.
At first it was hard.
But I got used to it.
Everything made sense to me.
Why I scored how much I scored.
Why I came Deyi.
Why my mother allowed me to go out that day.
If I hadn't gone out with my friends.
I would have never met Hui Xuan,Chantel or Grace they all.
I would have not converted.
And I wouldn't have what I have today.
Deuteronomy 4:29
But if from there you
Seek the LORD your God,
You will find him if you
Look for Him with all your heart
And will all your soul.
I searched for God.
And He made a way for me.
He had a better plan for me.
It was just the beginning of a new found life.
I want to dedicate this blog to God.
All of you who hasn't known God yet.
I really encourage you to do so.
It will really be the best decision you ever make.
He will never leave nor forsake you.
He will never short change you.
He will never fail you.
Psalm 118:1
Give thanks to the Lord,
for He is good;
His Love endures forever.
