Saturday felt weird without going for service.. So slacked like the whole day ? Nothing much happened . Well , the only thing that did happen was the 'fight' I had with my father , okay , I wouldn't call it a fight though... Okay this was what went down , he was asking everyone to go see some motivate video ? Then , I was telling myself , no one could motivate me but God and I was already motivated . Then I asked him what was it about , then he kept saying just come , then I just wanted to know what I was going to see right ? I was just curious , I mean if it's crap why would I want to waste my time watching it ? I wanted to know specificially what I was watching . Then , he suddenly snapped , shouted 'keep quiet' and slammed the door behind him . And I was like , 'WHAT?! I just wanted to know what then you just out of the blue freaked out?!' . Okay , yes I was wrong but I mean you couldn't even tell me what was it about ? Yeah , it takes two hands to clap but I mean I just wanted to rest , I'm so beat out by the whole week and I just didn't feel like wasting my time watching some crappy video . Okay , I did feel bad , a tad guilty but I mean... Never mind , I admit I'm wrong . Anyway , had English tuition just now , was alright I guess , normal , typical , just a few new students that's all . And I'm sadded about not being able to go for service and I was suppose to serve this week , so sad can , my first combined service then I missed it . Oh well , never mind . After tuition , ate and did my homework , still left Maths , BORING , seriously , the first question and I didn't even understand what they were talking about . -.- So anyway , my tongues seem to sound weirder and less chim ? Yeah... I want to go shopping , -SIAN- . Goal : Get everything done
Fiona praised Jesus at 3:25 AM
PROFILE;
Fiona Krissie Teh
Deyi secondary School
6th June 1996
Child of God
Hope Church(Youth)
fcyf1996@hotmail.com(MSN/Facebook)
The Girl;
I love God,my family,friends & everyone else .
I'm currently serving in the usher ministry .
My shepherd is Chua Wenzhen Joy .
My care group is NEA1 .
I'm trying to learn the guitar .
My cca is drama .
Life Transformation;
Before I knew God , I was a petty,
Impatient,spoiled,ungrateful,unreasonable,ah lian wanna-be.
I had no dreams , no idea where I was heading and no purpose.
But I didn't want to be alive for no reason.
I've always thought that I was useless.
It would have been better that I wasn't alive.
But I didn't want to die just yet.
Because I knew that life was precious.
I continued to search for meaning,purpose and reasons.
And last christmas I was invited to Yhope.
I grew up in a catholic school.
I knew God then but I never had a relationship with Him.
At that time , my results were already out and my school was already chosen.
I was going to Deyi.
At first I wasn't really committed to God.
And I had some parental objection.
But Wenzhen was assigned to be my shepherd.
She helped me to overcome my objection and she encouraged me to be more committed.
And she never gave up on me , she is one of the reasons why I've changed so much.
Yes she's naggy but it's really great to have a shepherd like her.
And I thought of it , somehow everything linked.
I never studied for PSLE but I got 220.
I was never accepted in Holy Innocent.
But in Deyi.
My god sister asked me to come but she never made it in.
At first it was hard.
But I got used to it.
Everything made sense to me.
Why I scored how much I scored.
Why I came Deyi.
Why my mother allowed me to go out that day.
If I hadn't gone out with my friends.
I would have never met Hui Xuan,Chantel or Grace they all.
I would have not converted.
And I wouldn't have what I have today.
Deuteronomy 4:29
But if from there you
Seek the LORD your God,
You will find him if you
Look for Him with all your heart
And will all your soul.
I searched for God.
And He made a way for me.
He had a better plan for me.
It was just the beginning of a new found life.
I want to dedicate this blog to God.
All of you who hasn't known God yet.
I really encourage you to do so.
It will really be the best decision you ever make.
He will never leave nor forsake you.
He will never short change you.
He will never fail you.
Psalm 118:1
Give thanks to the Lord,
for He is good;
His Love endures forever.
