Okay , yesterday's service was AWESOME , although attendance abit 'chui' , God's presence really filled up the emptiness of my heart . After service yesterday went to try on some dresses for my cousin's wedding , fun . And God really answered my prayers , you know what happen ?! Okay , so my cousin has this friend who also came along and she was a Christia , LIKE COOL , although she never shared Christ to my mother but that's the first step right ?! To have a Christian close by , she said she's from City Harvest , yeah . And they got along really well !! And I'm so hoping that she'll invite my mother to go for her service !!!! And I'm so excited for what's to come . And I think I'm becoming stupider , considering the fact that , I comprehend things slower and can't absorb as well as I used to . It's really said you know , cause I really want to like take triple science ? And I really need my grades to be like superb ?! And sunday has gone from slack day to homework + slack day . Today morning woke up early to go for science make up class at Bedok Mavis , I couldn't absorb , literally , AND IT'S SCIENCE PEOPLE ! I can get science like so easily , it's so my thing okay , and I'm seriously freaking out . And I'm falling sort of MONEY , yes , I want to buy a planner , a new sermon notebook and I need to save up for church building fund . And I kinda want a new school bag , but I guess I'll behave well and convince my parents to buy me one XD ! Anyway , tomorrow is another day of school , excited yet not ? I don't know , trying to get over my crush , yeah... And tomorrow is also 'O' level results , hahaha , feeling scared for them . And I feel as if everything is getting harder and harder , and I keep reminding myself of the rewards I'll have when I serve God 100% . Out-reaching again , hopefully get responsive people . Goal : Be a friend then be a follow-up .
Fiona praised Jesus at 4:57 AM
PROFILE;
Fiona Krissie Teh
Deyi secondary School
6th June 1996
Child of God
Hope Church(Youth)
fcyf1996@hotmail.com(MSN/Facebook)
The Girl;
I love God,my family,friends & everyone else .
I'm currently serving in the usher ministry .
My shepherd is Chua Wenzhen Joy .
My care group is NEA1 .
I'm trying to learn the guitar .
My cca is drama .
Life Transformation;
Before I knew God , I was a petty,
Impatient,spoiled,ungrateful,unreasonable,ah lian wanna-be.
I had no dreams , no idea where I was heading and no purpose.
But I didn't want to be alive for no reason.
I've always thought that I was useless.
It would have been better that I wasn't alive.
But I didn't want to die just yet.
Because I knew that life was precious.
I continued to search for meaning,purpose and reasons.
And last christmas I was invited to Yhope.
I grew up in a catholic school.
I knew God then but I never had a relationship with Him.
At that time , my results were already out and my school was already chosen.
I was going to Deyi.
At first I wasn't really committed to God.
And I had some parental objection.
But Wenzhen was assigned to be my shepherd.
She helped me to overcome my objection and she encouraged me to be more committed.
And she never gave up on me , she is one of the reasons why I've changed so much.
Yes she's naggy but it's really great to have a shepherd like her.
And I thought of it , somehow everything linked.
I never studied for PSLE but I got 220.
I was never accepted in Holy Innocent.
But in Deyi.
My god sister asked me to come but she never made it in.
At first it was hard.
But I got used to it.
Everything made sense to me.
Why I scored how much I scored.
Why I came Deyi.
Why my mother allowed me to go out that day.
If I hadn't gone out with my friends.
I would have never met Hui Xuan,Chantel or Grace they all.
I would have not converted.
And I wouldn't have what I have today.
Deuteronomy 4:29
But if from there you
Seek the LORD your God,
You will find him if you
Look for Him with all your heart
And will all your soul.
I searched for God.
And He made a way for me.
He had a better plan for me.
It was just the beginning of a new found life.
I want to dedicate this blog to God.
All of you who hasn't known God yet.
I really encourage you to do so.
It will really be the best decision you ever make.
He will never leave nor forsake you.
He will never short change you.
He will never fail you.
Psalm 118:1
Give thanks to the Lord,
for He is good;
His Love endures forever.
