So full of joy ! I finally got my tongues ! Like on 14/1/10 , thanks a lot Sunny ! I think Sunny is really awesome , I think it was his faith in us that helped me believe in myself too . Haha and he not only help me but Wan Xin , Geok Leng , Vivien and Jolene ! So cool right ?! I just feel like speaking in tongues every second ! Haha , and lifegroup atmosphere was also AWESOME , although attendance was low , everyone's spirit was high and God's presece was overwhelming . School has been okay ? Tiring but okay , I still keep forgetting stuffs . Anyway , just came back from NE sports day , Ruiyong was teaching about friendship evangelism , he said that , life is precious and that we don't need a near death exprience nor a friend dying to know that , and that we should never waste another moment because you'll never know when we'll die and our friends' and also family and can you imagine , you were wanting to share Christ with your friend then decided not to then , the next moment you know , she/he's dead . And you'll totally regret it . And he also mentioned we shouldn't have the mentality that 'oh maybe someone else will share Christ with her/him ma , need not worry' . But then what if you were the only one in the whole person's life to share Christ with her/him ? I totally agree but I don't know what's stopping me , I guess , I'm not even at the S.O.W the O---> Open stage yet and I'm scared I'll loose the contact just like that . And not everyone wants to know God , it's hard to say you know , people have different mind sets and they live according to different values and live for the wrong reasons . How I wonder what it's like to have a world where everyone worship God . The world would be such a better place . It's really sad to hear of people who suicide cause they care about something else more than they'll life , the life God gave them and the life that His song Jesus died for them . Well , I guess God has His reasons for everything . Still trying to not think about guys , 'Why did you have to cycle pass me ? And why did you have to look at me ? And why did that moment seem to have slowed down ?' GUYS SUCK , DON'T DISTRACT ME ! Goal : Be more decissive
Fiona praised Jesus at 3:17 AM
PROFILE;
Fiona Krissie Teh
Deyi secondary School
6th June 1996
Child of God
Hope Church(Youth)
fcyf1996@hotmail.com(MSN/Facebook)
The Girl;
I love God,my family,friends & everyone else .
I'm currently serving in the usher ministry .
My shepherd is Chua Wenzhen Joy .
My care group is NEA1 .
I'm trying to learn the guitar .
My cca is drama .
Life Transformation;
Before I knew God , I was a petty,
Impatient,spoiled,ungrateful,unreasonable,ah lian wanna-be.
I had no dreams , no idea where I was heading and no purpose.
But I didn't want to be alive for no reason.
I've always thought that I was useless.
It would have been better that I wasn't alive.
But I didn't want to die just yet.
Because I knew that life was precious.
I continued to search for meaning,purpose and reasons.
And last christmas I was invited to Yhope.
I grew up in a catholic school.
I knew God then but I never had a relationship with Him.
At that time , my results were already out and my school was already chosen.
I was going to Deyi.
At first I wasn't really committed to God.
And I had some parental objection.
But Wenzhen was assigned to be my shepherd.
She helped me to overcome my objection and she encouraged me to be more committed.
And she never gave up on me , she is one of the reasons why I've changed so much.
Yes she's naggy but it's really great to have a shepherd like her.
And I thought of it , somehow everything linked.
I never studied for PSLE but I got 220.
I was never accepted in Holy Innocent.
But in Deyi.
My god sister asked me to come but she never made it in.
At first it was hard.
But I got used to it.
Everything made sense to me.
Why I scored how much I scored.
Why I came Deyi.
Why my mother allowed me to go out that day.
If I hadn't gone out with my friends.
I would have never met Hui Xuan,Chantel or Grace they all.
I would have not converted.
And I wouldn't have what I have today.
Deuteronomy 4:29
But if from there you
Seek the LORD your God,
You will find him if you
Look for Him with all your heart
And will all your soul.
I searched for God.
And He made a way for me.
He had a better plan for me.
It was just the beginning of a new found life.
I want to dedicate this blog to God.
All of you who hasn't known God yet.
I really encourage you to do so.
It will really be the best decision you ever make.
He will never leave nor forsake you.
He will never short change you.
He will never fail you.
Psalm 118:1
Give thanks to the Lord,
for He is good;
His Love endures forever.
